June 13th, 2017
I've always felt on the outside looking in...never felt apart of any kind of group, clique or crew. Most of my life has been spent watching life through a window of a home where people seem to be enjoying each others company outside while I'm left to wonder what it would be like to be with them. Friends are more like acquaintances. Friends are like shadows...Maybe I'm just a crappy friend.
July 1st, 2017
People are like planets. The energy we put out is our gravitational pull. If you put out negative energy you can't be surprise when some negative shit comes your way. But sometimes it's more complicated then it seems. Sometimes people can't help but be negative because of mental health issues. A lot of people (myself included) are very insensitive to that fact. Its more complicated then telling someone to think on the bright side. It's more complicated then telling someone their overreacting. A friend of mine has recently told me that he's suffering from really bad depression. I didn't know how to react at first. Part of me feels like asking him if he sought out help/therapy wasn't the right thing to ask. But at the same time I know that telling him everything will be alright and that he'd get over it was the wrong thing to say. I wish him well...I really do